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Too Much

November 20, 2011

Things are rough… a bit of an understatement right now, but not sure how else to say it. I know I’ll be fine in a while, but I’m just beyond angry with everything, exhausted with the whole situation, and just want all the shit to stop. I’m at the point where I need to slow down, but I can’t. All I can do is try to hold on and hope that my body will last until Christmas Break so I can finally get some rest and make a strategy for how to get through next semester. I don’t really want to talk much about everything. There’s been a LOT that has gone on, none of it good, and I’m just not at the talking stage yet. If I think about it too much, I just feel more overwhelmed and want to give up, so I’m not going to talk about it cause that will require thinking about it. So for now, I’m just shutting my mouth, sucking it up, and trying to soldier through.

Music is what always gets me through the really bad stuff, and since I can’t really play anything right now because of time and physical limitations, I’m just blaring as much as I can, as loud as I can, as often as I can. So enjoy the video. The song that I named this blog after, for good reason (you can go through older entries to find out why if you’re not sure). Watch that video and everything you see the drummer hitting those drums, remember that he has MS. Picture those drums as MS, and watch him beat the living shit out of it. Helps me, at least.


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  1. softballmel permalink

    Thinking of you

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